YES I ADMIT IT I HAVE A MAJOR JELLOUSY PROBLEM!lol ill be like looking threw thinspo and i wont like any cuz i hate that they have what i want. and at school ill hate ppl if they do better school wise ext. w/e a jelous world is a competative world and i need to be number 1, i need to be perfec =] morning; 6am; jogged for 10 minutes but then sum random small little dog kept jumping at my legs when i was running so i kicked it away lol not litterally, but kinda haha it scarred the shit out of me---i hate all animals mostly cuz im scared of them lol -- so anyways the owner was like at the other end of the park and he was creepin my out so i ran out of the park and walked around my neighborhood, kinda fast walking for 20 minutes intake; 2 weight control oatmeal [300] 2 stalks of celary [18] 1/2 cucumber [25] sum cherry tomatoes [15] baby carrots [23] diet pepsi [0] humus[200] all are rough estamates cuz i dont measure well =] total = 581 [pluss vegtables are neg cal so id say 500 of real food] gym. 2hrs, 20 on tredmill [-185], 20 on eliptical[-185], 20 on bike[-130] burned 500 cals YAY plus walking home frum school [ 20 min uphill with 20lb back pack] walking to school[20min downhill wid bakcpack] pluss what 30min in the morning, pluss regular walking around , pluss sleeping, = LOTS OF CALS BURNED 
schools out on the 13th YAY ill update soon with hopefully a picture and my stats. i went shopping so i will have to show all u my new outfits =] on friday is my comencment, lets all hope i dont trip across the stage ok? hahha stay strong loves, ps watch those bbc supers slim me er sumthing like that on youtube, there motavating! 
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